Hey everyone. Long time no see. I am back. My boyfriend set me up on another lap top so I can get back to editing videos and writing blogs. This weekend has been rough. And last night I got to thinking about a person I lost. I was watching tv and It was about a friend that passed in the show. It just brought all those emotions flooding back. So I wrote to her. I told her how much I missed her. And I told her what inspired me. She was the strongest person I know. She went through so much yet she never stopped trying. She went to school even though she missed a lot of it. She moved to another state and got married! She never stopped trying something big or brave. She never stopped living life as if there was no tomorrow. She is what inspired me to stop hiding and share with all you what I go through. My heart aches for her everyday. My heart aches to have just one more phone call. But For her I will do it. I will make it and never stop living life as if there was no tomorrow. And maybe that does not mean doing big things everyday. It means ending each day happy and loved. So for those of you that are scared to let people in your life know about your incontinence. But live today like it was your last. Be truly happy. Let the world show you the beauty of life!